"suffers from the Man Who betrayed me" THE POST OF HEART
author of "Drops of Rugi @ from"
Hello Moon,
my story is like many others, and perhaps why I did not think could happen to me.
I'm in love with one of my own age. Everybody, everybody, I have always spoken ill of him, but I strongly believe that in spite and envy of the people I have not listened ... and then we had a special relationship, he saw how I looked, the things I said, how he behaved.
... until a few days ago I discovered that he was happily engaged in their own home with the woman he said was dry, "a broom stick," insignificant and I also discovered that he had an affair with a dear friend and told her the same things he said to me. I do not know if I'm more disappointed and angry with him or me to be cascade. But how can you be so sleazy? He had the courage to tell me that I did not understand because I am a provincialotta.
Now I feel empty, I always want to cry and I also have to fight the temptation to call him.
Help me. Paola R.
Cara Paola,
know how you feel, the emptiness is deleterious, seems to swallow everything, everything and then I prefer the anger, resentment, hatred or any other strong feeling that leaves no room for anything.
is normal when a story ends pretty intense, a story that had slowly filled every moment of your life. Probably none of this man loves you, maybe he never loved and do not even know or maybe tomorrow will fall in love and you will see everything with different eyes, but all that you do not care, no need to wonder why, look for truth and answers that never come.
Not provincialotta, and that I should not tell me, insulted and a little 'flip the roles, you feel responsible for what happened, but anyone would realize from the outside that the attitude is wrong and not for his bigotry. Do not play with the feelings of others, is a terrible game that could have serious consequences, but no one seems to understand it selfishly. If you love does not lie, if you love, not betray, if not love you hide. It can happen to a person in love, at a special time to lie or cheat, but then you go back to where they started, in his case, from what you tell me, there is a disharmony in their conception and live so much love, as sex.
You lived a good story and intense, the preservation of the memory, if you feel like screaming screaming like crazy, punches to the mattress, if you want to cry, let Tears flow hot and spoils the pain and sadness and a morning, before you think of when you wake up with a new light in the eyes and heart and you will be ready to open yourself to another story.
Calling it makes no sense, worse, no sense to hope that one day he can change, people do not change and neither would just change. Do not retrace your steps alone would deceive and deny yourself the possibility of a new, beautiful, compelling story of love, all yours, to live in two. Luna